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9 Mac 2014. 52 tahun. Semoga panjang umur, raja hati ♡♡♡
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Today is the Day when Dreaming Ends
I believe that the writer had decided to keep breaking hearts world over each episode the moment she started to write this insanely perfect and heart-wrenchigly romantic kdrama. She, as one of the few, has realised that it’s not about keeping the OTP parted and miserably wallowing in noble idiocy but in the contrary, it’s about keeping them together, giving us false hopes as she dangles everything MJ and SY so desperately long for in front of them only to snatch it away in one single moment of brutal honesty and the greatest love of them all.
What a better way to propose to the woman you love than with complete honesty because it touches the heart more than any balloons or rings hidden in ice cream could. Those are gestures that often cover or even blemish the true motives of proposal. It’s sight to be seen when MJ finally goes down on his knees to ask his long-rehearsed question because it’s the one he can’t bear to hear a negative answer to. How epic it is that MJ still remembers SY’s interview answer from episode 3, from 2 months ago, when he still thought of her as an annoying, spoilt actress? He truly knows her which allows him to bare his own heart in front of her and how much such a gesture tells of reserved and almost composed MJ who kept his emotions hidden or denied himself to feel any for centuries in order not to be hurt by loss and loneliness again? How swoonworthy is it that he does all of it for SY? I love the ring - it’s so simple yet symbolic for it connects two rare jewels bound by endless circle for all eternity - this gives me hope that all our hopes and fantasies will come true.
I’m so happy SY didn’t actually refuse him but told him how happy he made her by his perfect proposal. Yet,
"Do Min Joon. Do Min Joon, whom I love. It’s time for us to wake up from our dream. You just exist somewhere for me. For me… don’t die. Go exist somewhere. What I mean is… Go. Back to where you came from.” - SY
these words always manage to slay me no matter how many times I hear them because SY says them to MJ when he is being the happiest in his whole life. When I watched this scene and the look on MJ’s face, when his smile faded and his expression changed to one of realization, disbelief and finally one of utter fear, it finally hit me - the reason why he didn’t tell SY that he will die if he doesn’t leave. I thought at first that he didn’t want to cause her any pain, that he didn’t want to make her cry but now I know that his reason was far more selfish one - he knew that if he ever told her the truth she would make him to leave, to save his life because that’s exactly what he would have done if it were him in her place! Can, please, someone unbreak my heart!
The Tree of Life
Quite a few keep asking me about my opinion cocerning the ending and since it’s probably been the most discusses topic and Kdramaland for the past few weeks I’ve decided to humour you with my delusional thoughts.
Frankly, I don’t even dare to guess. I think MJ being somehow “reborn” or “remade” seems to be a little bit of a stretch but all is possible in this show. MJ losing some of his abilities (like long life,…) and becoming partially or almost human seems plausible, too. SY leaving with MJ to his planet not so much and who knows maybe his famous comet won’t even arrive.
However, what makes me really worried is MJ’s vision of him disappearing. It’s been so long since he had any vision and they always occur when SY is involved or when he touches her or something related to her, most of all he has never been wrong in his visions before and that freaks me out. Sometimes it almost seems like he wants to make them happen thinking it Fate or whatever it’s called on KMT 184.05. Remember, when he voluntarily stepped in front of the car only to make his vision come true? But it gives me hope that he somehow will finally learn to take his Fate into his own hands. I hope he won’t kill anyone with his powers in SY’s defence and disappear.
"It’s actually two trees with their roots entangled. They grow like one big tree.This one is camellia and that’s Japanese cinnamon." - MJ
"They are two different species. But it’s still possible." - SY
I still have high hopes for a happily ever after mostly because the two diiferent species of tree that MJ showed SY on Jeju. I noticed that MJ’s tree is also made of two different species growing together despite all odds, differences and even the sheer improbability of it happening. It’s something no one, not even experts but only the gretest believers would dare to dream about and yet there it is in front of us standing like a monument to miracles. Mainly, the tree has been there from the beginning and I doubt the production build a huge treen in the middle of one’s living room and would invest so much money into it if it didn’t have any importtant meaning. So maybe it hasn’t been about the plants at all, maybe they have been some sort of red herring all the time to take our attention from the greatest hint and that’s is the tree whi has stood strong the whole time while they wilted.